Current mood:

hopeful

Filtered away from Emma
I've been watching Peter and his darling Aly since we arrived in Spain, and it's quite the sight to see. They're so wonderful together. And adorable too. It's just good to see the simple joy of two people so right for each other. And of course, the way they seem to make the most naughty things seem completely innocent. I love seeing the pure happiness of them now that they can finally be together again. They're acting like teenagers and they keep slipping away and winking and they come back with flushed cheeks, acting nonchalant. As if no one will know what they've been up to. It's exactly what I've always wanted for my little brother.

I've been thinking about things in my own relationship for awhile. How is seems like it's back on track, after what happened in December. I watch Aly and Peter together, and I see how they just click. And I feel I'm there again with Emma. We have been for a while, but we haven't drawn attention to it, lest it bite us in our arses. There's something about this place though. It seems to bring out people's happiness. Emma looks so relaxed. She doesn't look like she's walking on eggshells and trying so hard to say the right things. She looks like she's absolutely and completely comfortable again, and that's how I want her to feel. So tonight I am going to ask her to marry me.